Hi this is Gudrun Smith and my passion for personal development and psychology started a few years ago when I was looking for a way to let go off my past. I was so down and full of anger towards my ex-husband and his girlfriend what they had done to me.
My marriage had change after we moved to the US, my husband abused me verbal and physical, and I got harassment from his girlfriend. Than he told me that I am now in his country and I have no rights, just the right to have a roof over my head and food on the table, and what he was doing with his life was not my business, and by the way he needed more money for his girlfriend so I should get a third job and I needed to do what she was saying, Well, I filed for divorce, but than I found out that they change the law and without his waiver I was not allowed to take my kids and leave the country, or I would end in jail for kidnapping my own kids.
The worse part was, that he knew exactly which bottom to push that I explode, fight and to destroyed the person I was, and this didn't stopped for years after the divorce. He still try to control me by pushing bottom, didn't took the kids when he should, they just done everything so I was not able to move on with my life. They even destroyed my reputation and told other to keep their husbands away from me or I will destroy their marriages.
I was every time so angry about myself that he always was able to take me down that road, which made me miserable, depressed, low self-esteem and law confident, which even led to major surgery and health problems. The only thing I knew was to get help. I tried hypnosis and a few other things, which didn't really worked. Than I moved to San Antonio, Texas away from all this trouble.
I got enrolled into personal development, and things started to change to the better. Yes, there are still time I got hit and I go down hill, but I am able to get out there in a few hours or day. Before it took months to snap out of it. It is just not enough to wish for something or want to move on in life and have a great lifestyle. There is something buried below you surface into your mind, which is holding on to the pains in your heart, and sometimes it is hart to let it go.
As long as you don't let it go, you always will get the same outcome, the same pattern will repeat again and again until you overwrite that story of your past, or the story you were told all your life long. The easier way to success is also to watch out the people you are surrounded. They easy can manipulate you and activate the fear and pain of the past, without you knowing it. You are suddenly down and even don't know why.
Your mind is so powerful and it is up to you which direction you want to go. Do you want success and be happy in your life or do you want to stay were you are and complaining about your life? That is really simple, and the people who found it out change their life dramatic. Are you ready to change your life, your income and were you live? You can!
By the way, I am moving back home in a few months.
Are you ready to become a professional? Than join my free training every Wednesday. At 5pm PST or 7pm CST.
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Gudrun Smith
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